
my story account
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I think... things happened, many things, important things, inside myself as well as outside. And I think I've made up my mind.
Take this as a new account.Don't take me as a new person, for that'd be bullshit.
Take me as someone reduced to the downright bones of her demon self.
I want to be here again. I want to give a shit about - basically everybody. This is my art page. This is my WORLD. I want a home for my art at least, if it can't be mine, and I want to stay in touch with some awesome people who shouldn't be made to create accounts on yet another site just because I moved on.
If deviantart as it is can't be my place, then I'll give a damn. I still wear the hat and the T-shirts. But I see them as part of my art life. Not because I'm proud of being a dA member anymore. Alas. Maybe that'll come again one day. For now, I need separation.
I've pretty much reduced my watchers list to the lowest ever. And I wouldn't mind reducing it even more if the people left on it aren't interested in watching me anymore (this isn't meant as criticism, I totally understand because of the long hiatus).
Leave me a message about this, if you think that's the case and don't mind spending time on it.
Apart from that, there's been a lot of people watching me out of nothing, and I'm quite astonished about it. I usually don't watch people back just like that, especially if I've never heard of them. If you want me to watch you back, please give me a chance to get to know you. A comment here or a note or whatever you like... could work.
Apart from that... welcome to Tokyo Tiger and Dragon, fighting in one heart, mind and soul. This might not be my home anymore. I think I moved on. I've started creating spaces I can control strictlier than this one and I feel very good there. I'll therefore not use this as my private space anymore, as I used to do. It's clearly reduced to art now.Guess that's it. I don't even know if I feel good. But for the first time for ages my heart doesn't ache anymore when coming here.
With a very busy private life, I'll stay a rare visitor and comment writer. If there's anything important, feel free to note me, send a comment or whatever is convenient to you.
Yours,
Hisietari
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